Thursday, July 15, 2010

His Love>Drug Love

I feel that my drug addictions have taken over my life the past few months.
Because I was looking for something to fill the void, of emptiness in my heart.

They have taken over me so strongly, I forgot the feeling that I receive from the Lord.
That He fills my heart, with His love and grace, so deeply.

I am ready to take a step forward and make God my drug, consume Him with everything in me.
Have a nonstop intake on His love, be lifted by the Holy Spirit.

I have a love for the Lord like no other, and He is my rock, I stand strong with Him in my heart.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Lets grow old together

So, I believe I've lost myself.
That my intentions that I had daily, are gone.
The person that I have fallen so heavily for, is not doing so well.

I just wish everything could be okay.
That everything Im feeling will stop, Im breaking down, physically and emotionally.
Its getting worse, every minute.

I want you to get better, so I can feel better.

"cause what i feel inside
I don't want to hide
it's you that got to me
Its what I want to sing
cause i've got a dream for us
running through my mind
sitting on the beach
looking at the sea
and we're old and tired
and time has made us smile
as we go on counting things
people in the breeze
we're not the only ones
there's hundreds on the shore
looking at the sea
but it's just you and me
If the day never comes
I sink beneath the tide
will you still be with me
or disappear?"

Friday, January 29, 2010

Guts Spilled Out

I want Something to make me feel worthy of living.
I want the presumptuous feeling of being needed in someone's life.
And showing them they're needed in mine.

I am getting myself caught up in these situations.
I need to move on, I need to accept that things won't always go the way I want them to.
Im wanting that someone that I'll probably never get.

Im hurting inside.
And what I am certain of..It's not a good feeling.